I am tired

12Nov09

and that is an understatement. I am exhausted. drained. mentally, physically, emotionally (maybe.)  but I have one more paper tmr. 5 consecutive days of papers is no joke. I tell you, tmr when I reach home, I will and must take a nap. 

5 down, 4 more to go.

 

p/s anyone wants my GC? I don’t think I will have any use for it after tmr. 


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Yesterday Math was okay, the negative kind of okay. What’s new?

Today I was starting on my structured questions (GP) today and a big black fat antcrawled up my leg. HAHAHA. it wasn’t that big, but it was bigger than the usual kind. I’m so random I know.

okay off to steamboat now and maybe come back later. just maybe.


When I flipped open the question booklet and glanced through the essay questions, my first thought was “Thank You GOD”. The paper was relatively do-able, but whether I do ok or not is another question, that I leave it in God’s hands. But seriously I came out of the exam venue thinking of how unworthy I am of God’s love and how gracious He is. He is good to me. The topics I studied came out, actually I cannot say I studied because I only read through essay outlines and only read less than 0.5 of the notes. But it’s history now. (HAHAHAHAHAHA, I’m so funny!)

Tmr is math math math! go go go go gooooooooo!

 

1 down, 8 more to go.


Reached

08Nov09
It’s finally here. It’s kind of scary to know that in a few hours time I’ll be sitting for my first paper. I can do it, I know He’ll lead me through it. 

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way.

GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. 


McPhobia

07Nov09

The title says it all. It’s gonna be no more mcdonalds after the As.

NO MORE. NO MORE. NO MORE.


It so happens

05Nov09

That when I need it most, I receive nice encouraging smses, (purple) jagabee, facebook wall post and an e-card. Thank you to you, you, you and you.


I should really stop entertaining these thoughts. Not when it’s just next week.


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I believe a paticular thing happens to a particular person at a particular place and time for a particular reason. Put it this way, God never moves without purpose or plan. 

Today, everything seemed to fall into place for me. I think I’ve learnt: The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps.

1. I was contemplating to skip international history consultation today since I really was not prepared to meet him, but I, on the other hand, really wanted to gain some “enlightenment”. Being the usual indecisive one, I could not make up my mind as to whether to go or not to go. (I know this sounds like such a silly thing to get a headache over, but still.) But it was decided for me, history consultation was cancelled today and postponed to tomorrow, which means I get the time tonight and the whole of tmr to read up some stuff and rush out some outlines to be assessed. :]

2. I got on 39 and reached into my bag to get my ipod out and realised that it was nowhere to be found in my bag. Got down at the next stop and headed back to school and to cut the long story short, I retrieved my ipod from the librarian. Thank you to you, the nice person who found it and passed it to the librarian. 

3. Tired out from the events of the day which were basically consultations after consultations,  I was deciding whether to go for math tuition tonight. It turned out that everything was already planned ahead for me, math tuition was cancelled cause the tutor had a meeting to attend.

Tell me, how sweeter can the day get? Every planned out so nicely for me. This gives me greater assurance that there is One who has worked and will work everything out for me, so my future is already decided. Anti-climax: My head hurts as I type, a nap now would be most splendid. 


I like

03Nov09

studysessions

Today was more productive than I thought it would be. good. thank you pj for always studying with me :] And we got the seats we wanted twice, thank God. Managed to do some math, and start on history. Every now and then while studying, we’ll turn to each other and say “I’m very scared leh” or “I’m so worried” or “HOW?!” or “so fast it’s here lah”. hahaha, it’s next week! FASTER COME, FASTER GO!

and sometimes I think: what’s next? what is ahead? what’s after As? what am I going to do/be? 

I plan to sleep early every day this week, so I will and am going to do so now. 

 


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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YOU! ♥ 

love you much. :]

 

 

p/s I miss my hair.