So I’m back to square one. So I was happy for nothing. So I have to consider again. So I am gonna have to be confused all over again. And I don’t like.

It seems like I have to erase the thought of getting a 9-5 job, hmm. I’m still unsure and I need to think.

These days have been bearably boring, by this I mean that even though there has been nothing much to do but it was good to have nothing to do. It gave me time to complete some stuff and get some things done, which is a good thing cause when you feel like you have all the time in the world (for now I feel this way) you seem to lose the ability to use your time wisely and to plan your time properly.

I think my parents will be happy and glad to know that I am beginning to lose interest in the internet and the laptop. I seem to be finding much more joy in reading. Talking about parents, I have an advice for all of you, you should try to listen to their advice because I have learnt exactly just that. You know how mothers always tell you not to sleep with your hair wet and all, I did just that and I woke up with a headache. :/ Oh, I recently found out something about myself, I have very little perseverance, like I gave up at call no. 7. No, not telemarketing.

Okay, I don’t know what I’m typing about already. I’m outta here. Goodnight!


08Feb10
Things that need or should be done:
  1. Reply the email (in chinese)
  2. Come up with design for children’s score system
  3. Complete my resume and send it out
  4. Read through book in preparation for FTT
  5. Finish reading ‘My sister’s keeper’ (I don’t know why I never have the patience to finish reading this book, every time I’ll just skip to the last few pages to know what happens in the end)
  6. Clear hotmail, gmail, sms inbox

Read through previous sermon notes and saw this phrase (the title) and it has been stuck in my mind these days.


And I get by

08Feb10

This is how the weekend went:

Raymond&Angel’s wedding (Saturday)

Claire refused to take a photo with us until I told her that people with the same name “shiying” should take a nice photo together :]

Church (Sunday)

Dinner with the Lams (Sunday)

Baby elizabeth(yy)’s in this position cause my sister was talking toooo loud. See her pained face.

dinner@imperial again. Makes it two times this week. but I like!

I’ve been losing track of the days. It felt like sunday on saturday… Anyhow, I’m SERIOUSLY going to get a job already. like really seriously seriously. HAHA not too late i guess.


After looking after the kiddos for the few hours, I’m really tired. Like tired with a capital T. But they were a hilarious albeit energetic bunch. And they were jumping and walking on my bed! If you see me tmr with rashes and pimples, you know why!

I need a REAL holiday. Anyone wants to accompany me?


Shoot(s)

05Feb10

I think everytime I use my camera to take a photo, there’s an unspoken expectation for me to take a good shot.  Anyway, chinatown-ed last night and supper with the lams. Thanks for supper and allowing me to tag along. :]


Just because

04Feb10

I have the sudden desire to learn the guitar, just cause I want to. Eh Jm, you’re gonna teach me right? ;)


Thumbs up

03Feb10

Went photo-taking at prpark with yh just now. Random I know, but interesting nonetheless. And did you see the moon just now? It was pretty. :]

And mrng gave us a dimsum treat today! My week is getting better, right?


Boy: er, can I think?

Me: YES, yes …  please think.


At will

01Feb10

There are times when I wish I did things because I want and I’d love to do it, not because I have and ought to do it.